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Tuesday, December 30, 2025

Startup Portfolio Review 2025 - All time low IRR

 (For context pls read 2025 mid year, 2024,  2023, 2022 updates. Also this post is all about our startup investments. You can also read post retirement life review for 2025).


Unfortunately my predictions for 2025 largely were correct for our space. To recap, I predicted 2025 will still be weak for funding as investors wait for exits and DPI. Startups who are swimming naked will fail and even those with ok business models will need all their effort and luck to grow revenues to reach breakeven. Only strong margins and decent scale startups will be able to raise meaningful money and even then it will be on investors terms. Only exception will be AI space which was hot even in 2024. Corresponding, we kept our allocation to new startups same as 2023, 2024 which is less than half of sum invested in 2021,2022. 


Last year we funded just 3 new startups and did 2-3 follow on for existing startups. We found a USA AI fund to invest in and that’s our way of capturing some exposure since couldn’t find any AI strong stories here.


On a more granular level, we have now invested in 52 startups as angels since 2013. Of these, 4 have profitable exits ranging from 2x to 5x. 15 are closed down or bad loss making exits. 14 are growing well and are worth more than when we invested for sure. The remainder are either too new or uncertain. 


On a mark to market basis since 2015, it’s a 2.09 TVPI and 14.3% IRR. All time low since I started tracking and a big drop from last year 19-20% IRR and 2.45 TVPI. DPI at 0.36. Main driver for big drop is one paper gain fell by 70% due to a down round. Interestingly, company is now almost breakeven and looks like will survive and may thrive moving forward.


And this is the silver lining - almost all our founders now are building based on profits and operating cashflow. Funding is not the default plan anymore and will only be pursued from a position of solid financials and strength. Pity it took so many burnt millions from 2016 to 2023 for our founders to understand this. 


There were also usual startup problems like founder breakups, ceo being cheated by fake investors etc. These draining stories also resulted in some write downs. Considering all the write downs and the solid financials of the remaining winners,  we believe we are probably near or at bottom of the TVPI trough already. We still expect TVPI to finally land >2.5x with 3x being base case. Quite a few of our winners are at just 30-60m valuation. That means one or two just needs to double for us to have pretty large gains.


Not so sure about our portfolio of VC funds though. Need to see the quality of the P&L of their winners. I strongly believe it’s profitable growth that matters now. Having scale but still burning cash is not that appreciated anymore and the mgmt is taking risk of failed outcomes if they still want to sell a pure growth story.


Personally, we do reflect a lot on our angel investing journey. This 10+ year journey has delivered in terms of giving us something concrete and meaningful to do that plays to our strengths. It gives us good learning and social interaction too, esp when we add on angelcentral club activities.  However, we are disappointed by 2 connected items.


First is that returns are currently poor and time frame at 12-15 years is very long. We had optimistically expected to ride on asean growth story and get a 3x on invested capital within 10-12 years. It’s now 10th year. Our VC portfolio is also sitting on similar TVPI with lots of fund extension requests so I guess these numbers reflect the market. And at least we have 0.36 DPI. 


Second, a minority of founders have ended up displaying disappointing behavior when things go bad or tough. Instead of the tough get going, they end up displaying self serving behavior or worst still unethical tactics to minimize their own troubles or pursue personal goals. The company’s long term survival and story they sold to investors is clearly not their priority.


So moving forward, we have decided to stay cautious with the same reduced budget for angel investing. And we will also extend our expectation of how long we need to wait. One thing we want to avoid is having to handle startups at 70 years old!


Some general observations.

 

Observation 1 - Green shoots are there. Need them to grow and spread all over the landscape.


We can see two main green shoots. First is the solid outperformance of the STI and smaller caps listed in sgx. Also recent tech IPOs like mega optics, infotech systems and ultragreen help the story. Our successful startups can position an exit on sgx if the market interest continues and grow. This is very important because sgx can take valuations of 50m -1b. Significantly below nasdaq average valuation of 2-3b usd.


Second green shoot is that many startups have had 2-3 years to be lean and switch to solid profitable growth. A good number of them have succeeded or are well on the way.  To illustrate, many of our portfolio companies have cut costs and focused on sustainable revenues since 2022 when we first sounded the warning. A lot of pain last 2-3 years but now a good number have reached breakeven and 2-3 are solidly profitable with at least 1m PAT.


Observation 2 - Full cycle average returns are bad compared to listed comparable. Negative for new funds. Also means top VCs will take more. Fund managers have to show results and DPI. Hands on management to secondaries and other forms of exits matter.


14.3% IRR over 11 years is weak compared to investing in nasdaq or spy. And against USA VC top quartile returns it’s also bad. Any investor would compare not just with other asset classes but also with comparables within VC class. So it makes sense that new money will allocate less to asean and for those monies allocated, most will go into the established VCs with scale and best track record.


To me this means newer VC fund managers will have a tough time fund raising in 2026. And if I just have 1 or 2 funds and can’t raise fund 3, it becomes hard to build a good business. Of course, i can have 3 funds with 500m aum but if my dpi and irr of past funds is not strong, i will also suffer.


Finally VC managers cannot just rely on founders for exits. The ones that survive and thrive will need to create a working playbook for secondaries and engineer outcomes that may be ahead of the final founder exit.


Observation 3 - Bottoming out is still ongoing, no obvious catalyst. Implication is founders must create own catalyst via solid revenue growth and profits. 


This is a repeat point from last year. I believe there will be yet more closures and negative disclosures. A good number of startups will be running of cash. Some will be founder burn out. It’s possible more efishery are around.


I don't see any big catalyst on the horizon. China is still bottoming out. USA markets is strong but the tax impact is hitting soon and their K shaped economy will cause problems.  USA is also sucking up a lot of global risk capital as it’s the centre of AI boom. USA IR is lower now at 3.5%, so capital is now ok priced but nowhere cheap like 2020s zero rate type of environment.


The implication of all the above is that founders cannot rely on ecosystem improving. They must continue to improve their business and run growth profitably. That will allow for best chance of some form of outcome for themselves and investors.


Observation 4 : The management of an Angel portfolio has big similarities to listed stock market investing. 


First, is selection and buying in. Over the 2013 to 2020 period, we missed on 2-3 startups that did approach us and which we dug in to explore but decided to pass on. Usually it’s due to lack of knowledge of space or see something in the unit economics that we didn’t like. Turns out we were wrong frequently! If we invested even just $50k in each of them, would have resulted in 2x more on entire portfolio.  So we know by now we are not great unicorn type pickers. This effect is even more pronounced in angel investing since the top winners are 10-100x winners.


Second, as in listed stocks, buying matters but selling also matters as much. For the longest time we had this idealistic philosophy of following the founders. Exit only when they exit. Now we know it has to be case by case. And taking back our capital is never a bad move. We had easily 3 good secondary opportunities during the 2021 peak where if we sold, would improve the dpi and IRR significantly. But overall this effect is weaker compared to first topic.


Observation 5 : Very Early Startup Creation intact. Funding very low.


AngelCentral continues to see 900+ companies registered with us and the quality of the startups is still high. Funding quantum by our angels continue to be at all time low. There are savvy investors trying to invest in fair valuations or downrounds of good companies. All in it’s more of the same.


We hope that 2026 is the year activity starts to come back. Activity in exits need to come first. Then activity in funding - driven by early opportunistic money and trade sales that see value in the startups that not just survived but have thrived in the fund winter.  Personal portfolio wise, we expect angel side to have good markups and Vc side to have more dpi but maybe without much markups.

Friday, December 26, 2025

2025 in Review - Leading a Purposeful life

2025 passed quickly for me. Tried to pay attention and be present to each day but because there is no big change in many aspects from previous few years, life just flows by. I realize that it’s in new situations and environments that time slows down. Makes sense as our minds tend to ignore status quo items. So when traveling, life is extended such that the 88 days spent traveling this year feels many times longer and  more memorable than the SG days.


In all, 2025 has been a mostly positive year on most dimensions. Readers can read my 2023 update and 2024 update to get more context. 


In 2025, I traveled about 88 days with the highlight being the family trips to Nepal, Jiuzhaigou, Japan and the couple trips to Alaska, Shanghai & Xiamen.


Children wise, 2 in university, one in IB and one in primary 5. All are doing fine school and health wise. Likewise Shao Ning and I are in good health and generally happy. The above 2 statements are short but are already huge blessings that are prerequisites for leading a good life.



AngelCentral continued its activities and as predicted mid year, the ecosystem is still at bottom with mostly down rounds and just a few green shoots of fund raising and secondary exits.


The one big down item is linked to above.  Many startups face big stress as they are still unable to turn profitable and/or raise more capital and/or get an exit. And we are very disappointed to see some founders make poor decisions or unethical decisions or self serving moves when facing large business challenge. It’s this disappointment in human nature that is the biggest source of unhappiness.


To recap, I centered myself on 3 purposes.


Purpose 1 - Be there and be good help for family. Extend to friends if i can.

Purpose 2 - Be healthy physically & mentally

Purpose 3 - Be a good custodian of wealth and sharer of experience. Help grow startup ecosystem via angel investing work.  Contribute to broader society as a volunteer.


Purpose 1: Be there for family. Share and guide kids more. Maintain friendships.


Overall rate this purpose an 8.5


Wife and I continue to spend time communicating about our relationship, about kids and our joint work. Dad wise, his overall mind is still sharp and we just brought him to Japan where he walked 6k-10k steps daily. Sister and mother in law came along too. Both are fine. 



Wife & I continue our date nights, couple trips and now integrate work even better. Our work is mainly about Angel investing, Angelcentral, own portfolio/family finances mgmt, & our various volunteer roles. 





The 4 boys and wife continue to be my biggest motivator in life right now.  Very proud of all 5 of them. For kids, we have started gently getting the older ones to invest and be accountable with quarterly reporting.


I have a continued shift in mindset this year where I have moved further to care less about winning in terms of finances or career. Part of it is realizing consumption has its utility limits, part of it is just growing older and knowing my situation and mindset won’t allow me to take risks needed to scale things faster. So might as well be content and happy with what I have.


Friends nothing much changed. Many of us turned 50 this year, so had 2-3 celebration dinners. Forum carry on as normal. 


Kody the dog is healthy but slowing down for sure. He now doesn’t bother to jog with us and likes to sleep much of the day away. Still walking twice a day. Very happy he came into our lives.




Purpose 2 : Be as healthy as I can mind and body


Rate this 8.5


I maintained at 63kg-64kg, body fat <20%. Weight actually fell to 61+kg but wife told me need more muscle. So I consciously ate more protein for 1 mth and reversed it. Quite happy with this new state as I have more energy and don't tire too easily.  I continue to eat salad for breakfast. Eat minimal degustation menus and heavy dinners. Continue exercise/move around a lot about 5-6 times a week. Exercise is usually 1 hr dog walk + 40min yoga or jog or swim. My motivation to be healthy is so that I can eat, enjoy sports and travel well into old age.


Supplements all continue as per normal. One thing different is taking a 30min nap in the afternoons if free. Works to prevent sinus acting up.


One fun activity I picked up is pickleball. Been playing it weekly with my cousins/ friends and also with hwachong alumni. It’s easy to pick up and gives a decent workout. A bit more social than just solitary exercise.


Mentally, the boredom as an early retiree still surfaces. This is no different from past years since retiring. Think the only way to cope is find new things to do and environments to immerse in.


The mental drain dealing with unethical or bad actor founders is still there. Not fun at all but have to plow thru it I guess. Part of the role I undertook. What helps is to focus on all the founders that are trying to do the right thing. And ignore the lousy ones.


Purpose 3 : Preserve & Grow Wealth - 10% annualized IRR on net worth. Quality angel work for startups+ build AngelCentral + good volunteer 


I would rate this 6.5 this year. 


Biggest reason is PE side was down 12% for the year! Mainly due to mark to market down rounds on two startups and asean VC funds writing down a lot this year. -12% is a very bad annual return for the risk and lack of liquidity we take in this asset class. For context, startup and vc investments are now at about 14.3% IRR since 2015 or 2.09 TVPI. So still up but no where near justifying the illiquidity and risk taken.


Only bright spots in this space are a handful of startups turning profitable, DPI improving significantly with a few PE/VC funds returning some capital and a good sized startup secondary sale. 


Rest of investing did fine with 

public portfolio of bonds, stocks and cash up another 10% in sgd terms on the back of strong performance by some stocks picks, astral fund, STI, SPY/QQQ and main drags are usd depreciation and a bad call on chagee.


It does look like the long term target of 10% IRR on net worth  is increasingly hard to achieve. I am at about 8% now since 2012. But will leave it there as the goal was to give myself a challenge. Still within reach if startups/VC  space delivers. Over 14 years, every other asset class has delivered as expected or better. 


AngelCentral and angel investing took up most of my work time this year and we saw our members funding stabilize at a similar quantum to last year. For our own portfolio, we invested into 3 more new startups and a bit more into 4 existing ones. Added one new USA AI fund too. Budget for investing a bit higher than 2024/23 but still halved from 2022 peak.


We have decided to drop the 100 angel investments goal. Not realistic since the exits are too slow in coming. I don’t want to be 70 years and still talking about startup liquidity. 


I will make a separate post on startup portfolio and angelcentral work for 2025.


Finally on volunteer work, I continued to do volunteer work at Hwa Chong, IPOS and NRF. Retired from my ITE role after 9 years. Felt a bit sad as I really liked the ITE mission and vision. Took on more responsibility with HC side so that kind of balances out.


So in summary, 2025 has been a good year for all 3 of the purposes. The write downs on VC side finally came but it’s the ugliness/weakness of human nature that is was subsequently exposed  that I would rather not have to experience and see.


Looking forward to 2026, i expect to continue life like in 2025 but with a bit more stress as number 3 has IB exams and number 4 has PSLE. Probably can’t travel that much due to that.


Also, i hope our tech ecosystem prospects will improve but i know there will likely be more closures and write downs coming even as the better companies start to pull ahead and shine thru. 

Wednesday, May 14, 2025

Mid year update on Startup portfolio + separation of wheat from chaff prediction

Finally starting to see significant write downs on many startups last few mths. Will do my proper year end mark to market but offhand both VC and startup side is at 2.08 TVPI, 0.3 DPI, 14-15% IRR. Big 13% drop on TVPI last 6 mths.

My prediction is next 12 mths is when asean Vc funded startups finally either raise new funds, turn cashflow positive or close down/distressed M&A. Those lucky ones that raise will mostly be on lower valuation unless their financials have improved dramatically and are clearly going to be or are very profitable.

And the VC funds that backed them will also finally correspondingly mark down the valuations of their portfolios. Already finally seeing some writedown of Vc value from the very unrealistic 2021/22 highs.

As mentioned before, it’s good for the ecosystem to clean things up, recycle talent and resources. But all this means less new money will be investing into Vc funds or startups until the later stage ones and their VCs prove they can make good money for investors. And the new money will be very demanding on valuation and quality. It’s actually great time to invest.

What can make things change? 4-5 ipo or giant exits of our late stage startups that make solid returns for investors and founders. And/or macro environment change with regards to IR and prospects. Then sentiment may improve.

For us personally? We are still patiently optimistic for certain winners in our portfolio and hope to still get a 2-3x on invested capital when we finally stop for good probably in a few years time. Already more than halved investing budget annually so that our cash inflow from PE exceeds outflow.

IRR of 14-15% is decent but below what we have been getting last 13 years on listed tech stock investing. Of course compared to STI it’s better but that’s not really any consolation. 

Rooting for the remaining founders to navigate this issue of lack of profits and exits and show the world we are a quality ecosystem.

Sunday, January 5, 2025

Startup Portfolio Review 2024 - Bottoming out year but with no clear rebound in sight?

(For context pls read 2023, 2022 & 2021 updates. Also this post is all about the startup side of things, I also post a review of life in 2024.  Can also read my outlook post made early in 2024. A lot still relevant except market really hasn’t turned around at all as many later stage financials still not clear are of high quality).

The title summarizes 2024. Funding and valuations stabilized at a low for most of the year with some small signs of rebound esp in earlier stages. However it’s still far from a strong recovery as later stage funding and IPO/exits are still very weak. Investors prefer to wait and see to see how their later stage portfolio companies navigate the new environment which cares about profits, operating cashflow and gross margins. 

The problem is that even by end 2024, it doesn't look like many of the later stage startups have convincingly improved their financial numbers like publicly listed SEA or Grab have. When I read the ACRA reports for FY2023 of a lot of the later stage startups, I can see there is effort to cut cost and lower cash burn. However, most are still very much loss making and consuming sizable amounts of cash. Of course most of these startups will claim that 2024 is even better in terms of cost control and cashflow. I certainly hope so! But this less than perfect financials coupled with still high cost of capital and weak public markets for loss making startups is why we are not seeing a big rebound.

On a personal portfolio front, Ning & I started the year with a reduced budget that is about 40-50% of the high invested back in 2021/22 or about the same as 2023 budget. This decision is partly a reflection of asset allocation choice as we are near the limit we want to invest in this asset class with little exits and is also a reflection that there are easier and quicker returns in the public markets. For context, 2024 listed stocks side we are up about 30% in sgd terms. In conjunction with tighter budget,  we also decided to be stricter and not invest if we can't find a good prospect.  

What unfolded in 2024 was that we made 5 added startup investments into existing portfolio rounds. We did find 4 new companies to invest in this year but 2 were found year end and still pending and two fell through as both founders found other investors that he preferred. Coincidentally both were gen AI startups. I guess this space still has some easy money from less demanding investors.

For context, we have invested in excess of S$8+M into ASEAN startups and VC funds and have seen a DPI of 0.27. That's very bad for a 9 year period and unfortunately it corroborates with industry study average of VC returns for 2015/16 vintage too. The TVPI of 2.4 and IRR 15-20% is ok esp since I feel this is the bottom already.

Observation 1 - DPI is still very weak for our startup ecosystem. Implication is little new money coming in.

Distributions are weak because there are little trade sales or big up rounds or IPOs. And these activities are very subdued as the valuation rerating caused by high IR has resulted in many startups being very over valued based on last private round. This prevents exits. Moreover these startups are not improving financials sufficiently well to attract big up rounds by new investors. 

Eg. Last round worth $100m on 10x revenue. Now norm is 3x revenue, so startup needs to 3.33x revenue with improving cash and profits just to stay at 100m valuation. 

This situation is similar in the USA but seems worse for ASEAN, I track cathie woods ARKK etf as a proxy for the growth loss making stories. ARKK fund recovered 22% in 2024 but is still 60-70% below its highs. 

My view is until the later stage startups generate liquidity via trade sales or IPOs and/or show vastly improved financials, new money will be very careful entering ASEAN startups. 

Observation 2 - Full cycle returns are still good for regional comparables but no longer great against other tech regions. Implication is that buying cheap matters and company selection matters.

Our 48 startup portfolio IRR is now at 20% with a TVPI of 2.45 since 2015.The VC portfolio side is 2.37 TVPI roughly with a slightly worse IRR. 
Absolute value wise, a small 3-4% annual paper gain in 2024 for startups/VC blended. Very bad compared to listed markets. It’s like property market returns.

The peak in IRR was over 38% back in end 2021. IRR has fallen steadily for 3 years. I would feel 20% IRR for something so illiquid and risky is probably ok if we compare with the STI etf total annualized returns of 6.1% for same period. 

But if we compare against India Nifty 50 index returns or China IT index returns or SPY returns, they both return about 9-13% annually. I suspect if we adjust these returns to account for cashflow, the IRR becomes closer to 15% which then to me is better than an illiquid startup portfolio. Needless to say global tech indexes like QQQ did much better.

In a way this makes sense, why should our smaller ASEAN markets naturally produce quality profits and companies that outperform big competitive markets. The implication of this is that as ASEAN angel investors, we must find a margin of safety via lower valuations and also via selecting excellent teams and models that beat the ecosystem index.

Observation 3 - Bottoming out is ongoing, more problems will emerge, no ecosystem catalyst for rebound. Implication is founders must create your own catalyst via solid revenue growth and profits. 

Of our 48 startups, 4 managed to have up-rounds as some money started flowing again. Valuations all higher than last round but lower or same valuation multiples. Also these are the earlier stage companies where they are raising $3-5M. For the later stage ones worth >100M, one had a big down round back to previous valuation while the other two didn't raise at all as they have sufficient cash in bank. We also wrote down 50-100% of value for 4 startups. Current count is 48 invested, 3 profitable exit, 17 closed down/bad return, 15 doing well/uprounds, rest too early to say.

I believe there will be more closures and negative disclosures. Most will be due to running of cash. Some will be founder burn out. And some really bad ones will be like efishery types of story. 

For us, we don’t mind losing money but we do mind backing undeserving unethical people.  When things turn tough, we really can see how founders are wired and their true natures. Wrote on this before.

Anyway, as they say, when the tide runs out, we will know who is swimming naked. And the tide has been out for 3 years already….

From a more macro standpoint, I don't see any big catalyst on the horizon. China is still bottoming out with a loss of faith from their own consumers/businesses + loss of western capital. USA markets are hot and  is sucking up a lot of global capital, broader ASEAN economy is doing fine but ASEAN tech ecosystem is grappling with scandals, lack of profits and dearth of good exits. USA IR is expected to cut at most 1% more this year, so capital is still expensive. Its telling that ARKK etf is still 65% below high. 

The implication of all the above is that founders should take a leaf from SEA and Grab who are driving growth and cashflow and profits so that they succeed as top dog businesses in spite of the weak ecosystem. Don't rely on ecosystem improving, improve your own business so that you are the exception! It can be done. 

Observation 4 : Founders have mostly got the memo on the importance of profit and cashflow

We sounded the alarm back in early 2022 to cut cost and aim for profit. Rely on your customers not your investors. And yet I know for a fact, many mgmt teams waited until end 2022, mid 2023 or even early 2024 to get the memo. The good news is that those who got it early are near breakeven now and have learned quality lessons on what lean looks like.  Some of those companies who started late on this journey may not make it. I guess that’s part and parcel of a capitalist system.

Observation 5 : Startup Creation intact. More angels in market.

One silver lining is that AngelCentral saw even more startups this year. 900+ companies registered with us and the quality of the startups are still high. In fact, there is data that shows startups formed during down periods tend to be big winners. Our club also stabilized in terms of funding made by our angels and we ended the year with record number of members. This corroborates with the view that the investing demand slump has bottomed out. Savvy investors are starting to look around for good stories at fair prices. And most important, many new founders are still daring to dream and taking risk to build their companies and make their mark on the world.

Hopefully next year when I review 2025, we will see a pronounced upturn in sentiment and funding numbers and exits. And better still that these are driven by solid startup financials rather than by macro factors alone.